Generational Mending

I had a huge breakthrough recently. I’ve been connecting with my great, great grandmother since 2020. She was ushered in by my grandmother who I speak with regularly since her passing back in 1999. When my grandmother brought this other woman with her I had no idea who she was and what was the purpose for this introduction. But I trust my grandmother so if she wanted to connect us then there she had to be good people and there had to be a reason for it. I didn’t realize that the woman was my great, great grandmother until one day when I was at my mother’s house going through all of her photo albums (which is something I love to do) and I landed on a picture of a women that looked like the woman that I had been introduced to.

Any time any spirit comes around my sphere of influence I always check to make sure that they are positive and high vibrational. I don’t entertain anything negative. So I vet the spirits. If I get all green lights then we’re good and I am open to communicate with that spirit if there’s anything they need from me or if they have a message or something else to give to me. When I did the check with my g/g grandmother I asked if there was anything that I could do for me. She didn’t respond. I asked if there was a message she had for me. She didn’t respond. So I left it alone and went on with life. Her presence never left me and would often pop up in the most interesting times. I kept asking her questions and she remained silent.

I’m gonna go back in time to share with you some key pieces of information that help me in this story. Prior to meeting my g/g grandmother I had gone to a celebration for Yemoya with a friend and my oldest daughter. During that celebration Yemoya told me that I do not speak my mind. I knew this and was a bit disappointed that I didn’t get some great prophetic word about my purpose. Of course what she said was extremely prophetic. But those words stuck with me for years. I also remembered that from my early teenage years till my mid-twenties I would have a dream with the same recurring theme. I would have a huge ball stuck in my throat and could never seem to get it out no matter how hard I tried. Then I recalled that my mother had a growth in her neck and I had a cyst that developed in my larynx which had I not taken care of would have caused my throat to close up.

I was thinking about that moment with Yemoya and her words and I began to wonder if there was a connection with my g/g grandmother.

Something that began to give me pause was the fact that she has never been able to communicate with me. Her mouth is sealed shut and she can’t speak telepathically. This is an anomaly for me when it comes to the spirits cause I’m always able to have some form of dialogue. So for her to not be able to speak was beginning to make me investigate further. God showed me that someone AND something had put a bind on her when she was alive. This bind also affected her in the spiritual realm. The one piece of information that I do have about my g/g grandmother is that she was a very mean woman. I’m sure that energy was a result of this bind and whatever was the cause of this.

So on my way home from work God tells me to light some white taper candles for her. I set up a mini altar for her as God had instructed me to do. After setting up the altar I grab my bible and go into my prayer closet. I start praying out loud for my g/g grandmother. I call out to Jesus/Yeshua, I clap my hands I rock back and forth as my voice gets louder and I call out my g/g grandmother’s full name on repeat as I command the binds, strongholds and yolks to be broken in Jesus’ name. I’m not sure how long I was in that closet but after all the words had spilled out of me I sat in meditation for a bit. I could feel her presence shift.

Days later I would do some more root work and recite some verses from the book of Psalms. I can now see her smiling and even her posture has changed. I know that there will be more to come as this continues to unfold.